Ugh. Double Ugh.

I couldn't remember for the life of me why I started this blog, and why people blog to begin with, so I googled it.

First mistake!

All I got was nonsense. You know, that nonsense about "Get Famous Quick!" or "Make LOADS of money with this simple trick!"

Ugh.

I vaguely remember wanting to write being the main goal behind this blog, and I find now that I fight an ongoing battle with depression every day I lack the motivation to do so. I used to write every day multiple posts a day on this thing, and now, I'm sipping chicken noodle soup staring longily at the Doctor Who tab on Netflix, and alternating these with lustful glances at my bed.

Because onset insomnia, that's what.

Maybe half of my problem is that I feel obligated to write super long intellectual posts and wax optimistically about my current stand in life.

So I'm not going to.

Right now, I am broke, and thousands of dollars in debt. I am currently in possession of a rather sparse pantry, I have no job, I am lacking a few hundred dollars for rent this month, and I don't really have much to say to encourage you to think that I am doing well or okay by any means.

Ahh. That felt better.

That being said, I really would like to write more often than I have been. So I'm going to try updating this stupid thing more than once a week. I blame this. You got me motivated, UGH. DOUBLE UGH. NOT COOL. (Awesome blog, btdubbs.)

This is just my motivation blog post to let you all know I'm still alive. Kinda.

*slurps chicken noodle soup*